Who the shit are you. You good lah you, I'm not even the one who asked her to stay back and do right -.- and it's not like I'm not planning to do anything, it's just that tomorrow is for touching up. You want me do what xia.
"Don't just keep playing with your ponies." Your head lah you! Don't judge me alright? People have different ways of managing stress. So what if my ways are through mini plastic horses, what's that got to do with you?
In all due respect, thumb, thank you for being so thoughtful and finishing up the diorama. You're awesome.
But whoever you are, you're not. If I find out who you are, and you better PRAY that I don't, you're gonna get it from me. Hard.
Tuesday, 28 May 2013
Thursday, 11 April 2013
Happiness
Stupid. Like that also fun. -.-
I looked forward to sitting next to you for a damn long time, and you go against my only rule in my entire life. Make people happy.
You're supposed to be my friend. Not some sort of person wanting to make my life a living hell. You see, I have a selfish reason for making people laugh. It is a guarantee, it proves that the darkness, the sadness in my life isn't my fault. That I can't do anything about it, because if I could, it will be successful.
But once you get this pissed at me, I get worried. I know you're joking. But still. Is that a good joke? I don't think so.
Haiz.
Softball didn't go well either. Why must I be so afraid of ground balls? All I can imagine is them bouncing and breaking my nose or squashing my face. It's highly improbable, but it's a fear. Fears suck. People always tell you to get over your fears, always telling you to cheer up, to raise your head to the sky and be brave.its easy to say, but it's hard to do. Fears stick to you like gum on the bottom of your shoe. Even when you think it's gone(and it'll take a LONG time to get it off), there will always be a little bit left.
Now how do I deal with all of this? Well, I have a little secret. Kay, maybe it isn't REALLY a secret, but it's a straw filled with delicious blue rasberry honey. I think I'm addicted to them. It's just that when you eat them, you forget all the bad stuff, you can only concentrate on that heavenly sweetness, that soothing taste slipping into your mouth and down your throat. You just feel so contented, and even for a little while, you can't feel despair anymore. So is it such a bad thing? See, it's got coloring and flavoring, but it can't be all that bad. Right?
Well, today sucked. Hopefully tomorrow will be better :/
I looked forward to sitting next to you for a damn long time, and you go against my only rule in my entire life. Make people happy.
You're supposed to be my friend. Not some sort of person wanting to make my life a living hell. You see, I have a selfish reason for making people laugh. It is a guarantee, it proves that the darkness, the sadness in my life isn't my fault. That I can't do anything about it, because if I could, it will be successful.
But once you get this pissed at me, I get worried. I know you're joking. But still. Is that a good joke? I don't think so.
Haiz.
Softball didn't go well either. Why must I be so afraid of ground balls? All I can imagine is them bouncing and breaking my nose or squashing my face. It's highly improbable, but it's a fear. Fears suck. People always tell you to get over your fears, always telling you to cheer up, to raise your head to the sky and be brave.its easy to say, but it's hard to do. Fears stick to you like gum on the bottom of your shoe. Even when you think it's gone(and it'll take a LONG time to get it off), there will always be a little bit left.
Now how do I deal with all of this? Well, I have a little secret. Kay, maybe it isn't REALLY a secret, but it's a straw filled with delicious blue rasberry honey. I think I'm addicted to them. It's just that when you eat them, you forget all the bad stuff, you can only concentrate on that heavenly sweetness, that soothing taste slipping into your mouth and down your throat. You just feel so contented, and even for a little while, you can't feel despair anymore. So is it such a bad thing? See, it's got coloring and flavoring, but it can't be all that bad. Right?
Well, today sucked. Hopefully tomorrow will be better :/
Monday, 8 April 2013
NAPFA and well, life
HAHAHAHAHAHA IM SO PROUD OF ME! I did really well for my NAPFA today (2.4), thoroughly beating my record!! I improved by a total of *drumroll please* 55 SECONDS!! Hahaha! Okay so it may not seem like much, but I'm really happy with my result! Hopefully I can maintain next year!
During break I mixed curry and the broiled sauce from Ahma stall and it didn't taste good. Really didn't taste good. And I felt so bad but I just couldn't eat it so... :(( and JY took my revive and mixed it with his apple juice and started telling me how his face doesn't turn red easily and I'm just like meh. I was more disturbed by him mixing the drinks. How do people not be saliva conscious? Hahha, sorry but, I'm way too saliva conscious.
I'm actually typing this during Chinese class cos I'm having free period (Ethan and George left me alone with ZAQ lolol) we were supposed to have a test so, oh well. Anyway, Thumb, Shan and Michelle are having SYC today so *CROSSING FINGERS* okay bb!! :D
During break I mixed curry and the broiled sauce from Ahma stall and it didn't taste good. Really didn't taste good. And I felt so bad but I just couldn't eat it so... :(( and JY took my revive and mixed it with his apple juice and started telling me how his face doesn't turn red easily and I'm just like meh. I was more disturbed by him mixing the drinks. How do people not be saliva conscious? Hahha, sorry but, I'm way too saliva conscious.
I'm actually typing this during Chinese class cos I'm having free period (Ethan and George left me alone with ZAQ lolol) we were supposed to have a test so, oh well. Anyway, Thumb, Shan and Michelle are having SYC today so *CROSSING FINGERS* okay bb!! :D
Tuesday, 19 February 2013
I'M BACK
SOOO!!!!
First up, had to delete my blog history :(
You know that moment when you read an old diary and you just cringe at the weird things you wrote? Now imagine if this is a PUBLIC blog. Yeap. *CRINGE*
Well, today was awesome, I went to NEX with Fel. We ate AJISEN <3 and watched Ah Boys to Men 2!
Yeah, it seemed like fun, but you should NEVER put me and Fel together in a shopping mall. My teammate RP's birthday is tomorrow and I had to get her a case, but my teammates refused to pick up the phone and Fel had to wait while I chose a colour.
Poor Fel? Nah. She got me back. Thoroughly. We spent most of the time before and after the movie just going around Cotton On, Yishion, Roxy and Mirror, just for her to look for a pair of shorts. I guess she just had an urge to buy SOMETHING. Me? Well, besides RP's present, I did not buy anything else for myself! I'm really proud of myself, normally after walking into a store I practically spend ALL OF MY MONEY :(
Anyway. ABTM2. (SPOILERS ALERT IF YOU DONT WANNA READ SCROLL!!!)
Lobang has got some swag! He's not particularly shuai, but he's got SWAG! (Steady ah!)
Somehow Lobang is everyone's favourite character. He has SO many ideas! I love the way they used their army skills to run away!
My favourite parts:
Gangster: "If you have guts, throw us the rope!"
Lobang: "You want arh? *throws entire rope down* Na!"
Sergeant Ong: "Here, drink coffee :)"
Ismail: *gulps down coffee* "Finished, Sergeant!"
Sergeant Ong: "Who ask you to finish?!"
And of course... The awesome COWARD SONG!!!
ECHO AFTER ME AH
(ECHO AFTER YOU AH)
TRAINING TO BE COWARDS
(TRAINING TO BE COWARDS)
FIGHT FOR MYSELF
(FIGHT FOR MYSELF)
WHOLE OF MY LIFE
(WHOLE OF MY LIFE)
LEAVE NO MEN BEHIND
(LEAVE NO MEN BEHIND)
HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED
(HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED)
WHY DID I RUN
(WHY DID I RUN)
BECAUSE I WANT TO CALL POLICE
(BECAUSE I WANT TO CALL POLICE)
BUT POLICE STATION IN TEKONG AH!!!
But in all honesty, this show made me really proud of my country, and it makes me want to join NS. Sure, it's going to be hard work, but it'll teach me discipline, and of course soon I'll get to shout at people haha :P Just joking! But seriously. I wanna join the army.
ONE MORE ARMY SONG THAT MY FATHER TAUGHT ME!
They say that in the army
The food is very nice
You ask for Nasi Ayam
They give you Putu Mayam
Oh, I want no more of Army Life
PC, I want to go!
CO, dont let me go
MUMMY I WANNA GO HOME
They say that in the army
The girls are very nice
You ask for Charlie Angels
They give you Frankenstein
Oh, I want no more of Army Life
PC, I want to go!
CO, dont let me go
MUMMY I WANNA GO HOME
They say that in the army
The pay is very fine
They give you hundred dollars
They take back 99!
Oh, I want no more of Army Life
PC, I want to go!
CO, dont let me go
MUMMY I WANNA GO HOME
They say that in the army
The rifle very nice
But when you pull the trigger
The bullet fly behind
Oh, I want no more of Army Life
PC, I want to go!
CO, dont let me go
MUMMY I WANNA GO HOME
Alright, best for me to turn in for the night. Till next time! :D
First up, had to delete my blog history :(
You know that moment when you read an old diary and you just cringe at the weird things you wrote? Now imagine if this is a PUBLIC blog. Yeap. *CRINGE*
Well, today was awesome, I went to NEX with Fel. We ate AJISEN <3 and watched Ah Boys to Men 2!
Yeah, it seemed like fun, but you should NEVER put me and Fel together in a shopping mall. My teammate RP's birthday is tomorrow and I had to get her a case, but my teammates refused to pick up the phone and Fel had to wait while I chose a colour.
Poor Fel? Nah. She got me back. Thoroughly. We spent most of the time before and after the movie just going around Cotton On, Yishion, Roxy and Mirror, just for her to look for a pair of shorts. I guess she just had an urge to buy SOMETHING. Me? Well, besides RP's present, I did not buy anything else for myself! I'm really proud of myself, normally after walking into a store I practically spend ALL OF MY MONEY :(
Anyway. ABTM2. (SPOILERS ALERT IF YOU DONT WANNA READ SCROLL!!!)
Lobang has got some swag! He's not particularly shuai, but he's got SWAG! (Steady ah!)
Somehow Lobang is everyone's favourite character. He has SO many ideas! I love the way they used their army skills to run away!
My favourite parts:
Gangster: "If you have guts, throw us the rope!"
Lobang: "You want arh? *throws entire rope down* Na!"
Sergeant Ong: "Here, drink coffee :)"
Ismail: *gulps down coffee* "Finished, Sergeant!"
Sergeant Ong: "Who ask you to finish?!"
And of course... The awesome COWARD SONG!!!
ECHO AFTER ME AH
(ECHO AFTER YOU AH)
TRAINING TO BE COWARDS
(TRAINING TO BE COWARDS)
FIGHT FOR MYSELF
(FIGHT FOR MYSELF)
WHOLE OF MY LIFE
(WHOLE OF MY LIFE)
LEAVE NO MEN BEHIND
(LEAVE NO MEN BEHIND)
HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED
(HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED)
WHY DID I RUN
(WHY DID I RUN)
BECAUSE I WANT TO CALL POLICE
(BECAUSE I WANT TO CALL POLICE)
BUT POLICE STATION IN TEKONG AH!!!
But in all honesty, this show made me really proud of my country, and it makes me want to join NS. Sure, it's going to be hard work, but it'll teach me discipline, and of course soon I'll get to shout at people haha :P Just joking! But seriously. I wanna join the army.
ONE MORE ARMY SONG THAT MY FATHER TAUGHT ME!
They say that in the army
The food is very nice
You ask for Nasi Ayam
They give you Putu Mayam
Oh, I want no more of Army Life
PC, I want to go!
CO, dont let me go
MUMMY I WANNA GO HOME
They say that in the army
The girls are very nice
You ask for Charlie Angels
They give you Frankenstein
Oh, I want no more of Army Life
PC, I want to go!
CO, dont let me go
MUMMY I WANNA GO HOME
They say that in the army
The pay is very fine
They give you hundred dollars
They take back 99!
Oh, I want no more of Army Life
PC, I want to go!
CO, dont let me go
MUMMY I WANNA GO HOME
They say that in the army
The rifle very nice
But when you pull the trigger
The bullet fly behind
Oh, I want no more of Army Life
PC, I want to go!
CO, dont let me go
MUMMY I WANNA GO HOME
Alright, best for me to turn in for the night. Till next time! :D
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